I really shouldn’t have read this before trying to write since I’m so hyper-paranoid about being thought boring…. but it’s something to consider. 

(And earlier I’d had that great feeling of reading something I wrote a month ago, expecting it to suck, and then finding that it didn’t. But maybe it’s actually boring. But I shouldn’t let thoughts of failure get in the way of working. But why am I even bothering if it’s all a waste of time. And around and around.)